A life on a blue planet

Test

Cheeteach — Thu, 26 Jan 2012 07:50:54 +0000

Being…

Cheeteach — Fri, 21 Jan 2011 16:18:03 +0000

A lot of stuff I’ve been through as well as some I’m still working all is due to me trying to be lots of things, a lot of beings, instead of being one meself… I guess I should screw up everyone and everything, establish myself and pull those that I like towards meself and not go to them all the time, thus tearing myself to many pieces.

Still, it’s quite easy for most people that have to be one, mostly two people, I want to be quite a lot more, but I guess this number has to diminish to 2, maximum 3. And I has to create something that unites the three into one, or rather establish it.

Aaand that’s enough in the journal that no one reads anyway. Off to training.

Life in a civilization and the right to choose

Cheeteach — Tue, 30 Nov 2010 17:07:32 +0000

If you’ve happened to stumble upon this post, it’s most probable that you are in some kind of a civilization right now, wasting your time over the net, but while you’re here you might as well learn some things about this “pretty neat” thing called civilization.

The main idea behind civilization is advancement and prosperity, but what exactly and for who. Certainly, you’ve got your running water, your waterproof roof, a comfy bed and obviosly a PC on which to waste time, but while we take these things for granted by the civilization we also pay for them a stiff price, the price of individuality, thought and choice. Let me explain why.

The only free time a person has in his life is pretty much till 7 and after 70 or at least that’s what a certain system called civilization is based upon. It’s preferred that most of your life is crushed inside a weekend and a week or two every year, no free time between school and high, between high and work, because according to everybody “it’s a bad idea to stop. You’ll just lose your inertia”. And that’s how based on inertia we slowly walk to the end of our lives and only when we’re quite old we stop and think of life, of it’s wonders and beauties.

But who enforces this, we do upon ourselves, because we have an idea of life inherited from our parents and their parents and so on. It’s much easier to adapt to an old idea instead of making a new one. Although no one asks you to make up new things. A lot of things have already been made and a lot of paths have been well designated. It’s just a matter of choosing one of them.

And here we come to the topic of choice, What is it, that thing that people give their lives for and do we really understand it? Of course most of you will say you do and you choose everything by yourself, but that is further from the truth than the moon from Earth.

The two most important things you need to make a real choice are quite a lot of guts and be able to see the choices, everything else is just choosing (still) the easy path and going with the flow, which is what most of earth’s “civilized” population is doing. Why, because they choose to. They also choose to be miserable, unhappy, work their asses off for nothing, finding pleasure only in the drug called love (even less understood than the choice but that one’s for another time) and travel once in a while around the country, gather with friends, work their asses off, drink a bit of alcohol, have a wife and bunch of kids they think of as their “legacy”, work their asses off to ensure their children’s “future”… Does that sum it up? I think so. Few are those that go off this standardized path and are considered insane… Well guess what, sanity is overrated. Moreover, it’s pretty much death, cos life is spent like a tree, sitting on one place, with roots growing deeper and deeper. Humans are supposed to be animals, not trees last time I checked, but anyway.

So most of choice, while it truly can be defined as one is still based on going on the path of least resistance (hence the bravery needed in order to deviate from it and seek something more that might happen to not be there) , which is “controlled” by people/beings that would have the most benefit of it, in the material case by huge corporations and in a higher case, the very gods we tend to worship. They do lead us to somewhere, but only they know where, and as I said, only to a direcion from where they’d have the most profit of.

Then how does seeing the abundance of choices happen. It’s simple. Force yourself to stop everything else for an hour, a day, a week, a month and just observe, pay attention to, go to new places, experience new things and the possibilities and people that have taken them and have succeeded will start to show themselves

And don’t pay attention to some great CEO’s and company manager. These people are tied down to even fewer choices that the casual person has, because they have power and their main purpose is preserving it, and that takes quite a lot of energy.

A few rules one might adapt when going out into life are:

1. We have a lot of power stored in ourselves, but all of it has its roots in nature. Without it we are powerless. Still, all external power is temporary.Control is an illusion that destroys you. Only the power over ourselves is more permanent.

2. While we have choices, where our choices end, faith begins. The only way to overcome faith is by awareness.

3. A person is born with nothing material and dies with nothing material. Apart from our needs there’s no reason why the middle should be any different. While you might have some stuff, all of it is rented and is taken away in one time or another. Nothing really belongs to you, the least of which someone elses or your own life for that matter.

4. Life isn’t in what was or what can be. It’s in what IS, here and now. Awareness is the key to everything. Second comes the above mentioned power over yourself and so on.

Energies

Cheeteach — Sun, 05 Sep 2010 09:20:20 +0000

Every time I come back home from some place an overflow of energy hits me, some of it negative and plain city stress, some of it positive, creative, but no matter the energy, when they all come at once it creates an unbelievable chaos and the energy I’ve gathered on my trip suddenly starts to go against me. Recently I’ve been able to more and more control, focus and release some of these high input waves which gives me the control and power to manipulate the energy into things. That’s what a sentient being does. Chaos is good for inspiration, but the worst enemy of creation. There’s still a long way to go though.

Energy awareness and control is vital to survival, especially if one is handling much more stuff than the average human being.

A tale of many spots

Cheeteach — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 20:02:21 +0000

There is a legend that travels around the known universe, from Asorix till Andromeda and even as far as The Milky Way galaxy about two beings, whose origin is unknown, but their story travels as fast as the light. A story of many stories. Some see them as two spotty critters, others can’t differentiate them from their own kind but the story is the same: They come, they see, live, experience and then, when there’s nothing left, they leave. People say that it all began with the thirst and passion for adventure and experience, they started wandering, each in their own direction and every hundred days, when one of their moons were full they would gather and share their stories and adventures, but as their planet became small for them they went on to the unknown of the galaxy and even universe and days became months, years, decades. No one knows how, but during that time they seemed to had earned the right to be semi- immortal . No one knows where they are now, but one thing is sure. They will gather again, share their stories with each other and continue this till the end of the universe and maybe even beyond. Who knows, maybe this universe itself was based and exists in the tales of other two beings sharing the very same passion, telling their stories, sharing their lessons.

Bits of life and love

Cheeteach — Sun, 08 Aug 2010 15:51:09 +0000

Love, the ultimate driving force of the universe. It’s everywhere and in everything, from the tiniest pieces of an atom to the humongous giant black holes and the whole universe and beyond.

Still, when it comes to love, we humans have one great misunderstanding. We want it to last forever, or more precisely want a single relationship to last forever. The ultimate truth of the universe is that everything changes, the second is that nothing lasts forever and well, our relationships are not that different from a relationship between two particles with different charges. The moment the charge of both equalizes they stop attracting each other… Well the charge of a living being is quite a bigger number than just positive and negative… adding quite a bit of zeroes would probably do the trick…

Pfff, I dunno what else to write at the moment. Will come back to it later.

Adventure Diaries entry 01

Cheeteach — Tue, 03 Aug 2010 08:38:17 +0000

Year 345, 3rd Isar month, 27th Isar day.

Just woke up. The weather was so great I didn’t have to seek for shelter. Slept on a tree around 10 meters above ground. There’s just nothing beating the wind blowing through you while you enjoy half Isa glowing over you, illuminating the other two moons and everything around you with it’s faintish blue glow, a nightbeetle or two buzzing by and the far howl of the javines moving through the air.

Going towards the Sou province in northeastern Shava in search of new adventures. Got more 10 days of travel till I reach it. Still the journey so far hasn’t been uneventful either. Lots of forests with lots of life in them to overcome cos I’m just not the biggest one out there and I’d much rather avoid the company of Gorols and Shivakas when I can. Stopped here and there for some work and food resupply.

Gotta go cos morning’s the best time for hunting and food gathering. Till my next entry.

Energies

Cheeteach — Sun, 01 Aug 2010 08:32:51 +0000

We can’t see them, but we always feel them. They’re all around us and influence the way we feel, act and live our lives.

I was at the mountain quite recently and it was very relaxing and cleansing experience, but the moment I returned to civilization I felt the energy I gathered clashing with the civilization one. Just imagine two cars in a head on collision and you’ll get the picture.

So rest is quite good, but this clash of energies is capable of ruining the whole experience and it takes some time to get used to the modern world once again. That’s why one should aim at feeling, sensing every single part of this clash, being aware while it happens in order to react and not just be its victim. Awareness goes a long way towards a calm and productive life and recently I’ve sensed my awareness climbing and thus I’m learning new things faster as well as sensing new energies.

Awareness also helps learn to control the energy that is inside and outside of you, cos if one doesn’t control it, it can easily come back at you and topple you. I’ve felt this quite a few times, always resulting in depression. Why? Because I have an energy I want to release, to share, but there’s just no one around me that can understand and respond to it and it comes back to me with a kick.

So how does awareness and energy control comes? Just pay attention when you feel something, be it calmness, anger, joy, anything. Think why is it, what’s causing it, is it the sudden change of environment, or some person who’s emitting more energy. In time you’ll start noticing these things even without thinking of them and know who’s got the most energy, why people act according to the energies around them and in time you’ll also be able to switch your energy to a frequency you want it to be, emitting what you wish to emit

We don’t see it, but it’s always there, the energy field that surrounds every single thing and our subconsciousness always reacts to it, whether we know it or not. Being aware of it and able to control some small part of it is just another step to the divinity.

В търсене на “светия граал”

Cheeteach — Tue, 02 Mar 2010 20:27:31 +0000

И какво представлява той наистина? Може би олицетворение на всяко едно нещо, което държим като ценно или на това, което е най. Във всеки случай ние хората се раждаме, живеем и умираме с една единствена подсъзнателна или не чак толкова цел – да Го намерим. То има различни имена. Някои го наричат Бог, други Любов, трети Щастие, Пари и т.н. Списъкът е безкраен но това което свързва всичко това е животът. Понякога обаче, в търсенето си, ние изпускаме едно важно нещо, нещо което мога да кажа и аз съм изпускал и пренебрегвал не веднъж. Това е най-чистата форма на всичко към което се стремиме и то е Мига. Всеки миг от живот, от дихание, от съществуване, всеки вкючващ в себе си всичко, което на човек му трябва и всеки 2 пъти по ценен от предишния. Ние търсим в нашите спомени, в нашето минало, ровейки из чекмеджетата, мислейки какво е било, какво е можело да бъде…Или се опитваме да гледаме в бъдещето да предречем неща, да си пожелаем неща, но в крайна сметка всичко е тук и сега и ние трябва да се възползваме, ако имаме това умение тук и сега. Не че в бъдеще няма да ги има, но бъдещето си е за бъдещето. Ние много често искаме да сме там, а не тук, но колкото и да се движиме ние винаги сме си тук, а там си е там и е като хоризонта, колкото и да го гониш, не можеш да го стигнеш. Нашият живот е в сегашното, но ние често го пропускаме за сметка на други неща…

Естествено, аз съм от една сравнително малка групичка хора, като има много други, които живеят за мига. При тях понякога обаче живота е само в плитчините и те не могат да стигнат од дълбините на живота, да усетят истинските му течения и енергии, но това е друга тема. Въпроса е, да се научим да се концентрираме над момента, да извлечем каквото ни трябва, да го прехвърлим в папката минало и да използваме извлеченото в следващия момент защото живота е миг, от вечността и всеки един таи своята ценност, от която ние хората да се възползваме.

Life is a challenge

Cheeteach — Sat, 23 Jan 2010 18:42:15 +0000

Due to some issues I have I’ve been going through some random lifehack stuff concerning motivators and demotivators and thinking through them and me, my goals, my needs and desires, things that give me pleasure and things that are just a necessity. But whatever there is in the world and whatever there is one aims for one thing is constant and that is that life is a challenge comprising of many small challenges and its not the fruits, but completing the challenges that gives us the pleasure of living, though we should also appreciate their fruits, not just throw them in a museum of accomplishments. And still, every single bit in life gives something worthy if you know where to seek it and how to appreciate it and then use it to push forward. I have lots of things, but there is one small bit of psychological junk that just hampers me every step of the way – I always want to compare to others and I quite often seek someone’s appreciation, though the latter is something I’ve almost cleared. Some people are truly meant to be like all other, letting go of their uniqueness for the sake of society and unwritten rules, handed to them by their parents and those before them. But there are the few that are outside these social clusters, somewhere out in the vastness of space, still able to communicate with the rest, but just with some and with lower speeds. Still these few play quite an important role of creators, inventors and scientists, but I will tackle this question sometime later.

Back to the subject of challenges, each and everyone of us has them, more or less, on one or another level and when one is solved another seems to emerge. We sometimes tend to focus on how hard it is and how we feel that there’s no getting out, but still every difficulty has an exit, quite a few at that and finding them and using them helps us actually grow. And as for the focus, there is something else in the challenges and life itself and unlike many believe it is not love. It also has its part to play, but it’s not the key to it all. What I am talking about is Life itself, life as something pure, pretty, with a lot of wealth, something that needs to be felt through every cell of your body, because both of them were made for that.

So I (re-)found out (with the help of Cheeteach – my faithful buddy) that somehow this phrase “Life is a challenge” is my motivational phrase. Life is a test of the self, not for anyone, but for oneself, for us to become what we want to be or rather what we feel we are inside. Life is just the thing to bring it out and show it to the world, to prove to ourselves that what we feel is what we truly are, not just some pile of meat, bones and body liquids that just has a task of procreating and perhaps discovering science.

Life has many variations, many colors. We can’t possibly hope to see and appreciate them all, but we can appreciate what we see and even broaden our spectrum to see and feel more, but its only up to us how to assimilate this information and feel happy/sad because of it.

I think I will revive this attempt of blogging and even try to write about philosophical questions in stories rather than dry texts, and I will see where this goes. After all I am a person with quite an imagination and can create stories in the blink of an eye if I have the push from somewhere and I’ve got lots to tell to people, to the world.

Still, tomorrow is a day for another pleasure-full challenge. I will be going on a mountain walk as well as photo trip and I need to start preparing.