A lot of stuff I’ve been through as well as some I’m still working all is due to me trying to be lots of things, a lot of beings, instead of being one meself… I guess I should screw up everyone and everything, establish myself and pull those that I like towards meself and not go to them all the time, thus tearing myself to many pieces.
Still, it’s quite easy for most people that have to be one, mostly two people, I want to be quite a lot more, but I guess this number has to diminish to 2, maximum 3. And I has to create something that unites the three into one, or rather establish it.
Aaand that’s enough in the journal that no one reads anyway. Off to training.
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